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Well, it seems that tomorrow I will be making a venture to the doctor to get this small tree in my foot out.



It's not coming out and it hurts.



It's really far in.. Christ.. they better give me drugs and a shot.



Now I'm off to see if I can fix my other tower.

I am far from happy at the moment.



Far. Far. from it.



I can't seem to get my other tower to work correctly after some piece of shit program decided to fuck my shit all up. I hit ok instead of cancel... now what happens.. I'm being done in the ass with no lube. So.. I have to see if I can try to fix it so I don't have to get it reformatted.



Then as I was going to move.. I happen to get three huge splinters in my big toe. Yeah, the one that has effin feeling in it. So, as I pull out the two lodged in there, blood started to puddle on the floor. ( I did take a pic.. hahaha.. I might need it for something) And now I still have some in my effin toe. So.. hopefully the rest will come out tomorrow and I don't have to go out and have them slice my toe open because it's way far in.



I am not a happy lil MooniePie.



Not in the least. =|





This... came out of my toe! From one hole!

Good things for tonight:



-I updated my Portfolio.



-Have liquor chillen in the fridge



-Hanging with muh peeps





It's a good day.



Now.. no one better fuck it up.

I cannot wait for this all to just end. I find it getting harder and harder to actually fight for the cause. It's like a personal vendetta to prove what is right and what is wrong. Why things should happen the way they should.



I feel almost like I am fighting to revel some sort of 'corruption' within the system. Of course I am not sure what goes on behind the scenes because I've never been much into it, but I think a lot is wrong.



Even though I am tired I know I need to fight.

The question anyone isn't "The What?" but the answer is "The Who". I now know who I must face in order for it to cease. The big question is.. when?

I've slept on it.



And still I feel the desire to speak about it.



If I still feel the way I do after I while then I will write no holds bar. Actually.. I won't write, I'll record it. Maybe since you can't seem to fully comprehend the things I have said, you can listen and realize I'm not playing around.



My tolerance and patience is bordering on nonexistence. That little voice of reason is fading quicker and quicker.

I have felt funny the past few days. I think I realize why.



I am starting to get sick. :|



My immune system is pretty much nonexistent since my ventures with the public is very very few and far between. So a trip to the doctors office is like russian roulette for me.



Seems like this time I go the bullet. Ugh.



I am not happy. I hope I fight it off.

Blargh.

I think I am in a 'funk' or 'rut'. Whatever they used to describe the mood I am in. I don't feel like much interaction outside my little group. I have no desire to hear about the problems of the world or about others.



I am just not in the mood.



I have so many thoughts in my own head it feels as though my mind is on a constant ride of a topsy turvy loop de loop; the wheels never stopping and the ride never ending.



There are a lot of questions in my mind. Questions that go from one of the spectrum to the other. They are not even related they just.. come and I wonder.



I read and it goes away until I close the book. The words just stop and the question take over again.



I am sure it will pass. At least I hope it does.